Fiona Apple is nominated for three Grammys this year, but the singer-songwriter said in a video message Sunday morning that she'll be skipping music's biggest night.
"I don’t want to be on national television," she said in a video posted to filmmaker Zelda Hallman's Instagram. "I’m just not made for that kind of stuff anymore."
Apple first won a Grammy for Best Female Rock Vocal Performance in 1998 for her song "Criminal." In 2020, she released her first album in eight years, Fetch the Bolt Cutters. In the early awards Sunday, it won the Grammy for Best Alternative Music Album as well as Best Rock Performance for its track "Shameika."
Although she wished the best to other nominees and attendees of the ceremony, Apple said that she simply didn't want to go herself.
"I want to stay sober and I can’t do that sober," she said. "It doesn’t feel safe to me to be in that kind of exposure or scrutiny, comparison to people."
She added that skipping the ceremony wasn't a protest on her part, although she acknowledged the issues she has with the Grammys. The awards have increasingly drawn criticism from musicians, most recently The Weeknd, who said that he would boycott because of a lack of transparency.
Instead, Apple called for fans to support transparency in US courtrooms. She asked supporters in particular to sign a petition to keep virtual access for court watchers in Prince George's County, Maryland.
"They’re trying to shut us out and you’ve got to question it," she said. "Like, why are you trying to shut us out? What don’t you want us to see?"
A big issue has been unaffordable bail or, in some cases, no bail that's keeping people suspected of nonviolent crimes in jail while they await trial, she added.
"It’s ruining families and fucking with futures that we need to help protect," she said.